Wednesday, September 6th, 2006
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12:57 pm - Oh what a day!
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Dear live journal,
Hey..Sorry I haven’t written in a while. Been busy with school and all…And now that I am 17, I can finally say I’m almost an adult…a Legal Adult ^_^ I’m getting old but anyways. Yeah, my birthday was like a month or two ago…lol Had a great time due to the fact that 1. Ralph said and wished me a happy birthday; 2. Went bowling with my best friend Yana; and 3. I went to Medieval Times Dinner and Tournament. My mom, my sister, Eliana and I went and we got the Black and White Knight…he got to the end until the kings “loyal subject” and friend, betrayed our knight and “killed” him (By quoting Kill it means its not real got it?) And well, the Red and yellow knight won -_- lol but it was still fun cuz I got a black goblet (that goes with me), my mom bought me a rose that lights up, got to cheer for a really cute knight (lol o_-) and the pictures that were taken. I’d say a perfect dinner to finish off the day : D And the presents were cool. Let’s see: I got money, monkey stuff, dinner, a skirt and a corset, a rose that lights up, a black goblet, 2 bowling rounds (with Yana) and huggies and kissies ^_^
All my presents rocked. But hey guess what? Remember how Ralph broke up with me? Well, that very same night, he said and wished me a happy b-day and he talked to me about kids (well, baby’s to be exact). But mostly about how we both thought that we’d have our kids. I’d have his, we’d be together and from there….be a family. I do want a family and yes with him. The thing is that I’m afraid to lose him and hey…I’ve already lost him. OFFICIALLY!
Change of subject for today. I went to Mexico for a week and a half. Mom and I stayed at my uncle Cuco’s and aunt Leti’s home. Not very stylish and not a place where I can call home but my mom told me not to expect anything outta their home cuz they don’t live a nice place like mom and I do.
The talks my uncle and I had were fucking weird though. I mean, jesus fucking christ! WTF!! What kinda person thinks money comes first in life. I mean, I know its necessary for a living and all but come on, Money is NOT the basic unit of life for me. For me at least.
Anyways…other than that, I’ve started school, and I’m currently in my school’s library, or should I say Cybrary? Lol joke man, it’s a joke. But yeah, I got no classes for 6th and 7th period for now but imma be Axelgard’s T.A. That’s if I get accepted and all. But for now I’m just “chillin’”
Other than that, guess what? I have an F-ing job now. I have to fucking work tomorrow after school again! Try having to go to school Monday through Friday then suddenly go straight to work right after school. I can’t fucking do that, its too hard for me to do. At least work or my boss, whichever, gave me a chance to start half an hour later like 4:30. So I don’t got to rush as much and not start work outta breath and all.
So again, I have another problem. I have a cute co-worker but hes 21 and his name Alexander (alex) yet I Still love Ralph and I have a few feelings for Omar -_- sssh!! I care about them all but not to the extent where I absolutely LOVE them. Except, only Ralph. Cuz I do love him but apparently he doesn’t love me nor does he care about me. And yeah…well.…...yeah
For now I take my leave. But I’ll try to be back as soon as I got more news and as soon as I can get my hands on more juicy stuff and the computer. Love you, peace out.
~Raven of the Night
(Monica Emelia Nava Aguayo)
P.S. I’m giving you a name. You will now be known as my Binky-Bunker-Boo! Lol cute name for cool diary I have online.
current mood:  TIRED!!!
current music: none
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Monday, June 12th, 2006
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9:28 pm
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sorry i haven't written in a long time everyone...I've been busy with school and my fiance...Well about that...I no longer have a Fiance. He broke it off because he said he needed time for himself. And now...I'm HEARTBROKEN again........i thought i had passed that whole depression stage...but apparently not.
No one in this world knows how i Truly feel about him...I Truly, Deeply LOVE Ralph Hernandez!!! No matter what anyone says, I DO LOVE HIM!! I'm his forever and ever no matter what happens....
I still dont understand how i've been acting immature for the past few months though...I mean yeah, that's what he said that was making him think about us. But can someone PLEASE Tell ME, How the hell have i been acting immature? (other than saying "i'm quiet because i'm listening to you" or "You're not talking either"). That's why he got mad all the time because everytime we were on the fone, i'd stay quiet and shit...but Ok, I've learned my lesson. I Need to change that.
Now can someone please tell me What's a Good conversation to have with a boyfriend/Fiance??
well for now i will leave...i shall go into my dark area where i find COMPLETE solitude..Farewell and good-day to all. Your loving Pinky Girl
current mood:  worried
current music: Como Te Extrano Mi Amor-Cafe Tacuba
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Friday, September 2nd, 2005
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12:25 pm
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 i adopted a Bunny!!!! my BUNNY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! not much to say except my heart has been broken again...by Marin....he dumped me cuz of my moms doing...i LOVED him....well so much for love for me...gtg...ttyl ppl...
current mood:  depressed
current music: Velvet Revolver-Slither
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Tuesday, August 23rd, 2005
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3:15 pm
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i have a BOYFRIEND!! yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol...his name is Marin...and hes all mine....YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!…lol…yup im taken…so yea…we met at skool but since Friday(or was it Saturday??..anyways)…I was hyper I put up a sign that said “Lap Dance for $5”…so he wanted one and he was all like “well the hell w/ it...ok look heres how i see it...(crosses fingers) ok u know i think ur a very attractive girl..and well i cant believe my luck for what ur willing to do w/ me..seriously im just OMG im the luckies s.o.b on the planet...thats my thinking...but i frekin like u and i dont want to come to being sooo close to u and then just watch u walk away....am i making anysense?” which meant he likes me…so from there we went out yesterday…we went to subway(he didn’t kno there was one close to the mall..lol)..so then we went to look for a present for his sis b-day, then we went to Borders, from there we went to his house…it was nice where he lives…NICE big place…lol…so then he took me to his bedroom…he left me to do the choosing of the music and I picked Kelly Clarkson’s CD of Breakway…so we were huggin and kissin..but not like big kisses cuz then we decided to change the CD to No Doubts CD of the Fave songs…the one with the silver/grey-ish box…anyways…yea…from then on…we made out completely…we were on each other..taking turns…lol…and he took his shirt off which was WOW…he has a nice chest…lol..ssshhh…so from there…he started kissing my lips…moving down to my chest…so then I was on top of him…and then I noticed that he was moving me up and down as if we were doing IT but I had my pants on,,so nothing happen….lol…and from there we spent the rest of our time together making out…but yea…that was MY day…that’s the day I got my crush…the guy I liked for so long…lol…ssh..well gtg ttyl ppl…muahz!!
current mood:  bouncy
current music: Velvet Revolver-Slither
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Sunday, August 14th, 2005
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3:14 pm
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You are a Cancer, the funniest sign of the zodiac.
You are family-oriented, loyal, lovable, kind,
sensitive, intuitive and imaginitive! You are
very, very protective of your friends, and you
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like is, a crab! Crabs are very smart, mabe
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moon) -your metal is silver (me:didnt see that one
comming*note the sarcasum*) -your precious stone is a pearl -your lucky day of the week is monday -your element is water -the planet you are ruled by is the moon, hey your
just like the tides, you know the moon makes
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taurus, or your own cancer!
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Thursday, July 21st, 2005
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8:27 pm
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Friday, February 25th, 2005
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9:24 pm
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OMG i am so....embarrassed....!!! Dennis was NOT the 1 who called my home on Sunday........it was a guy friend named Jonathan....which sux cuz Dennis wrote bak 2 me in the same letter saying “I’d love to go to the movies with you...But unfortunately I lost your phone number” or something like that....anyways....I wrote bak 2 him asking if he wanted my number again...which I doubt he’ll want....*sighs* hes so dreamy but I KNOW I have NO possible chance of being with HIM....omg also 2day since it was free dress day I wore a cute top my mom had made 4 me like a few months ago...some ppl were asking me if I was Pregnant...wtf????? I wish I was...oh and me and Luis r getting a divorce *wink wink* lol....yeah hes accusing me of cheating on him (due 2 the fact I wore a shirt that made me look PREGNANT!!) lol....so anyways yeah...i feel like such an idiot about me asking Dennis if he called on Sunday and it NOT being him!! Im such an IDIOT!! I swear imma DIE if I cant get a guy by the fucking end of this Semester...as in the end of the skool year....lol...i just remembered that Yana was saying “make way 4 the pregnant lady...comin thru....”during snack and lunch time......and she even screamed it when DENNIS and his friend were around us...!!!!! lol...embarrassing moments 4 me BUT FUN!! Well im off...c ya all around....BYE!!
current mood: Dennis...thats y....
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9:23 pm - This is really from February 23, 2005
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Hey ppl....wats up? Ok so 2day i wrote Dennis a small letter/note tellin him the whole brother being an asshole......thingy....so yeah....im still waiting 2 c if he calls me or writes bak 2 me by 2morrow....which im hoping he WILL...cuz I just feel so bad 4 not showing up....i bet nething I stood him up.....so im still in between of being either happy or sad....so yeah.........but 2day when he came in2 the classroom he didn’t seem sad/mad...but hey u never kno....he culd b hiding how he felt when I stood him up on Sunday....FUCKING ALEX!!!!!!(Alex=brother).....im so...EEK!! PLEASE DENNIS CALL ME!!! PLEASE!!!
The bad part of 2day is that I have 2 go 2 a fucking Confirmation class meeting @ the church from 7 to 9 p.m...............which SUX!!! OOOh!! This Friday is FREE DRESS DAY!!! YAY!! Of course this free dress day is gonna come on an ODD day!! As in imma have Dennis 4 the 1st class of the day!!! So I plan 2 wear a cute spaghetti strap shirt with another shirt under it....so yeah...i hope Yana brings her camera so she can take a pic then ill send it 2 me and then ill POST it!! Lol....well I sure as hell MISS Dennis!!! Ive never been this crazy about some1 since Haik... (A guy that used 2 look like Harry Potter...so we r just friends now)....lol...i MISS DENNIS!!
OMG im so close 2 getting my new guitar....imma practice so much so mayb I can b in the CMHS (Clark Magnet High School) talent show with my band...or mayb we’ll b dancing 2 J.Lo. “Get Right” song.......so yeah...im so close 2 finishing the whole Choreography 4 my friends and I have only gotten 2 like 2minutes and 43 seconds and the song is only 3minutes and 45 seconds.....i LOVE the “Get Right” music video....so yeah...i bet this is all borin 2 EVERY1!!!!
 < -----John Stamos... (Dennis has the same haircut as him except Dennis’ hair color is reddish/orange...)...Both Dennis and John Stamos are 
 Well gtg...BYE!! Leave me comments...lol...MUAHZ!!
current mood:  I just Dont Kno
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9:13 pm
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Friday, February 4th, 2005
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4:30 pm
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Sunday, January 23rd, 2005
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12:31 am
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Monday, January 17th, 2005
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9:54 pm
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Hey ppl…okay so ive been thinkin either 2 bcome a smoker (which I doubt I’ll ever b) or just a normal person...okay c now that’s where it gets hard 4 me…ive been thinking about it and im just not sure…so I found out 2day that my brother and my mom don’t believe I can graduate well from High skool…which is pretty FUCKED UP!!! I mean come on…I kno it may seem like i cant make it but i CAN…if u just have faith in me……which no 1 does…*sighs* so I went with my mom and bro 2 the Snata Anita mall 2day and I went to Hot Topic and baught 5 pins: 1 says “Everyone Loves Me”, another 1 says “Bleeding Through”, 3rd 1 says “Hooray for Skans” (this 1 and the next r both Happy Bunny), 4th 1 says “Im bad and You Love it”, the 5th 1 is a Led Zeppelin…so yeah…my mom (as always) got her Ice Blended Mocha……and then we went in2 Disney Store cuz my bro was looking 4 an Incredibles Doll…we have 2 now…….kinda stupid though…so yeah…im not feeling very well 2day cuz I had taken my pill that’s supposed 2 help with my acne…so imma go…nite every1…need me u kno wat 2 do…Peace
~Emma N..
current mood: i feel funny...
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Sunday, January 16th, 2005
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2:21 pm
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Tuesday, January 4th, 2005
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9:51 pm
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So yeah......*clears throat* I think im getting sick...my tummy hurts...wuld it b cuz im getting FAT!! EEK!! OMG yesterday…Dennis (how ever u spell his cute name) said hi to me...but not just like “Hi” he was like “Hey Monica...Whats up?” and this was after the bell rang 2 get 2 class which wuld b 1st period......Geometry*sighs* he’s in my class and he’s a Senior!! *squeals* Ohh I think I got questions 4 people 2 fill out....like a LOVE survey...hmm....... nah...4get it......its 2 hard 2 make 1...lol..im so LAZY!! Well theres not much 2 say except that Dennis is getting cutter!! OMFG......I swear to fucking god im getting so pissed @ 1 of my friends...she thinks nothings wrong with her going out with my ex...Ok...1. Its not okay its cuz im not over him... (Completely) 2. Friends don’t do that stuf 2 1-another...3. Cuz if they do go out with an ex of mine...Oh its bad 4 them cuz im willing 2 bak-stab them...i think that’s wat imma do...Some of u may notice that ive turned from an “Innocent young girl” to a “Back-Stabbing WHORE” well that’s me!! No 1 can change me..its who I am..*sighs* well imma go cuz I gotta get my backpack ready
current mood:  Fucking Julie
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Thursday, December 30th, 2004
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11:25 pm
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3:30 pm - OMG THE Phantom of the Opera
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Tuesday, December 28th, 2004
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10:10 pm - My day....Today...lol
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Hey ppl…im bak….FINALLY!!! So yeah…2day all I’ve been playin is HP3 on my computer…..its so much fun but I got stuck in 1 level…in which Hermione has 2 pass the Final exam of the “Draconifors” spell and the “Lapifors” spell…Its so freakin hard…but I already passed the part in which Harry faces the Dementors…I shuldnt really b talking ‘bout HP in this site…….I shuld talk ‘bout it in My HP Site…Well imma give u links 2 my xanga sites that r 4 different categories…i hope u enjoy them and plz…Sign my Guestbook. i’d really appreciate that:
My Harry Potter Site
My New Xanga site
My Jeremy Sumpter Site
My Star Wars Site
My Charmed Site
My Old (but still in use) Xanga
My Girly Site
My Britney Spears site
So yeah…*sighs* 2day has been a good day so far…….i’ve acted like a baby kid with my mom and I’ve been getting huggies and kissies from my mommy.lol. im such a little Brat.lol…well..imma go so Bye every1..remember i luv ya all LOTS!!  MR HOTTIE!!!
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Monday, December 27th, 2004
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11:39 pm - Coming Back from San Francisco
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IM BAK!!!! Damn it feels so good 2 b bak from San Francisco......*sighs* so 4 x-mas I got: Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban computer game, cool gloves or whatever u call ‘em, a cute top (spaghetti strap) in purple, a black sweater, and the list goes on with 1 more item which im 2 lazy 2 describe….lol…The plane trip was fun..i enjoyed the ride… well thank god that im home now cuz my sis bf parents…r so ANNOYING!!! We..imma go cuz I wanna play HP3 game…its so funLuv ya all lots…MUAHZ!!
current mood:  exhausted
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These icons will b dedicated 2 my brother cuz he so liked the movie of Napoleon Dynamite...i seriously need 2 find it so that i can buy it 4 him............. but the problem is, is that they always run-out of the movie....so yeah.....
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<--Me...lol...im not that skinny though...i consider myself FAT!! but yeah....i hate my mom...she treats me like crap just YANA...she a goth...but she so tries 2 b 1....if she were a goth she wuldnt listen to Maroon 5...even i dont listen 2 them...they SUK @ singing....and i think i do 2...OMG i do suk @ singing....OOH looks its a statue of Count Vladislaus Dracula
......cool huh?....and look my fave vampire girls...
i just LOVE their clothing...its so sexy...so yeah...no Skool 2day....finals finished yesterday....and no skool on Monday also....i swear 2 god imma get kicked out of Clark Magnet High School cuz of my bad grades....but i hope i pass this semester and i get better grades 4 the 3rd quarter grades so i can keep going 2 that fucked up skool cuz i DONT wanna go to Glendale High....well imma go cuz i wanna clean my room b4 the Bitch (my mom) comes home....Bye....
lol...cute Kitten
i LUV HARRY POTTER!!!!
